running alone, on my own. toward zion? i really don’t even know. just pacing myself, facing forward, toward a destination unknown. no telephone to make final goodbyes. so many lies, to keep that pretty smile on your face. there’s too much haste in our weary lives. why do we strive for ignorance? i’m tired of trying to be number one pretender. remember when the world was younger? just truth in its youth, no corruption. but destruction came, destroying innocence, no resistance. so persistant is humanity to drive itself deeper. don’t you see her? the weeping angel, shedding fearful tears? through the years, i’ve become disenchanted with the disconnect driving us like drones toward the deep seat of hades fire. why can’t we strive higher; toward a brighter future? when did we become lost creatures? wandering children, orphaned from our creator savior? we need to stop waiting and become our own knights in shining armor. no seraphims or cherubims will come to our rescue no matter how hard we cry try, time after time gotta wake up wipe off our sleepy eyes make up for all our crimes regain the trust we threw away on that fated day in the meantime i’m running shedding tears fears and all those years i spent pretending time to get moving gotta start learning the truth i apologize if my running leads you toward crying i don’t mean it but i need to see it the reality of our lives see the pain and the heartache to which i was once blind clear my mind and let out a relieved sigh goodbye i’ll carry you in my heart along for the ride you’re always here by my side i hope i come back alive byzantium mentality in mind in line finally with the nature of what we had lost the cost, trivial if it means the survival of my soul so goodbye until next timeTumblr (3.0; @riannevent)http://riannevent.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e02e99aa495b2d86dd57101d61cd36fa/tumblr_mnbohq3JHv1qd8hbmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>#dreamer</p>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51251994588http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51251994588Fri, 24 May 2013 17:46:38 -0400dreamer<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/49dadfcfa6268e27c973d920c90a7b60/tumblr_mna5pbuGRR1qd8hbmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>It’s chilly #sweaterweather #nike #neon #fishnets #spikes</p>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51194278608http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51194278608Thu, 23 May 2013 22:03:11 -0400spikesneonsweaterweatherfishnetsnike<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0b9cd5c10c963d897edede115c34756b/tumblr_mna199cBIh1qd8hbmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>#tbt #summer2010 #medical #mission #docswitoutborders #scrubs #scrubbedup #scrubby</p>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51187010037http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51187010037Thu, 23 May 2013 20:27:09 -0400summer2010medicaltbtmissiondocswitoutbordersscrubsscrubbyscrubbedup<iframe width="400" height="225" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/lXpUr7aXV2c?wmode=transparent&autohide=1&egm=0&hd=1&iv_load_policy=3&modestbranding=1&rel=0&showinfo=0&showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lacigreen.tumblr.com/post/51186126034/new-vid-cuz-healthy-relationships-are-super">lacigreen</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>new vid!!  cuz healthy relationships are SUPER important and you deserve the bestest lovin in the whole friggin world.</p> <p>(Sex+: <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXpUr7aXV2c">RELATIONSH!T</a>)</p> </blockquote>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51186190769http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51186190769Thu, 23 May 2013 20:15:50 -0400<p><span>&#8220;Through each other&#8217;s eyes</span><br/><span>we are privileged&#8230;</span><br/><span>or is it cursed&#8230;</span><br/><span>to witness one another&#8217;s souls&#8230;</span><br/><span>reaching out to us,</span><br/><span class="text_exposed_show">with the soft tendrils of<br/>unabashed honesty&#8230;<br/>within each other&#8217;s eyes<br/>we can feel<br/>love<br/>loss<br/>sadness<br/>anger<br/>&#8230;<br/>we can witness truth&#8230;<br/>honesties that otherwise<br/>would remain <br/>unknown<br/>in world<br/>of words&#8230;<br/>our eyes<br/>provide<br/>portals<br/>of breathing<br/>vibrant <br/>thought<br/>unchecked by <br/>inhibitions<br/>taught to us by<br/>life&#8230;<br/>no matter how hard we try<br/>to turn off these portals<br/>of intimacy<br/>they remain,<br/>stripped bare<br/>leaking <br/>our true reality<br/>into the one<br/>we so carefully construct.<br/>our eyes read each other&#8230;<br/>and allow us to be read.&#8221;</span></p>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51185755984http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51185755984Thu, 23 May 2013 20:09:52 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lohtup1ao31qjb00so1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lohtup1ao31qjb00so2_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lohtup1ao31qjb00so3_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lohtup1ao31qjb00so4_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lohtup1ao31qjb00so5_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lohtup1ao31qjb00so6_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><blockquote> <p>No child is born homophobic</p> </blockquote>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51183337848http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51183337848Thu, 23 May 2013 19:36:14 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e4c563a7875c60df733dd582b0280f2f/tumblr_mk6o51zSHP1r2lohvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51076569886http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51076569886Wed, 22 May 2013 12:27:26 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/eb4cfc462d1baac72c44b19ba0c067b2/tumblr_mn6zgrF6Wo1qavye5o1_r1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://homedesigning.tumblr.com/post/51075418737/bright-and-cheerful-room">homedesigning</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://www.home-designing.com/2009/10/space-saving-ideas-for-small-kids-rooms">Bright And Cheerful Room</a></p> </blockquote>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51075950210http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51075950210Wed, 22 May 2013 12:15:40 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/cd334a669748b72311ff01980e50ffb0/tumblr_mn69kaTRVA1qd8hbmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Chillin like a villain :D #fastandfurious marathon? Mayhaps :P</p>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51025957975http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/51025957975Tue, 21 May 2013 19:36:09 -0400fastandfurious<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/3c1e1b79bd2315e13771e190bbf3ec8c/tumblr_mn52qaa5go1qavye5o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://homedesigning.tumblr.com/post/50992904964/vertical-gardens">homedesigning</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://www.home-designing.com/2013/04/vertical-gardens">Vertical Gardens</a></p> </blockquote>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50993022345http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50993022345Tue, 21 May 2013 11:27:46 -0400<p>it amazes me how easily you can let things&#8230; people&#8230; go.</p> <p>how, to you, they can be there and then not there in an instant without you showing a hint of anything&#8230; recognition, remorse, sadness, loss&#8230; love&#8230;</p> <p>you amaze me. </p> <p>and through that amazement&#8230;</p> <p>you destroy me,</p> <p>brick by brick</p> <p>etching away at my heart&#8230;</p> <p>until only bits and pieces remain&#8230;</p> <p>fragmented&#8230;</p> <p>i&#8217;m being weathered down</p> <p>by your stoicism. </p> <p>a rock</p> <p>constantly bashing against</p> <p>soft</p> <p>supple</p> <p>delicate</p> <p>flesh. </p> <p>do you not feel?</p> <p>have you completely metalized?</p> <p>sometimes i feel like i&#8217;m dealing with a robot&#8230;</p> <p>no,</p> <p>a cyborg&#8230;</p> <p>a person who willingly replaces his soft</p> <p>humanity</p> <p>with chromium parts which are </p> <p>cold</p> <p>and unforgiving.</p> <p>where is the love?</p> <p>do you have any?</p> <p>is there anything left</p> <p>anything human</p> <p>left in side your chest?</p> <p>i&#8217;ve been beating</p> <p>on it</p> <p>yearning for a passionate response&#8230;</p> <p>but all i&#8217;ve received </p> <p>have been echoes. </p>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50993015821http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50993015821Tue, 21 May 2013 11:27:38 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ed832d7f929b51431bae8eb66d9f7dbc/tumblr_miri8iazpS1r2pmbao1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/94e95dab9f79fb52f7b2d558b542d8c7/tumblr_miri8iazpS1r2pmbao2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/42933e392074667d0a50c71a076c0d0f/tumblr_miri8iazpS1r2pmbao3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c89313ac75f294e5830b0e29456b44ed/tumblr_miri8iazpS1r2pmbao4_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/479eaf9880d5583f06288f586fd826eb/tumblr_miri8iazpS1r2pmbao5_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://really-shit.tumblr.com/post/43967145933">really-shit</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Step into the <strong><a href="http://www.pepo.com.au/">Paddington Terrace</a><a href="http://www.designhunter.net/funky-courtyard-design-paddington/">.<br/></a></strong></p> </blockquote>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50992552920http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50992552920Tue, 21 May 2013 11:18:15 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/c1790f6501304c8b96cc31f77fedbd14/tumblr_mn465nHANx1qd8hbmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Just got done with my first workout since March lol needless to say I’ve been slacking hardcore… But just gotta keep smiling and get back on that #grind! Leggo #rebuild time #cardiofodayz #arms #shoulders #back #butt! Gotta get #datass</p>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50930034084http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50930034084Mon, 20 May 2013 16:27:23 -0400shouldersdatassrebuildcardiofodayzbackarmsbuttgrind<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/dc5ed7ffa6a1facb6c62e9706465a15c/tumblr_mg1af5sx5W1qzvd23o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50923204535http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50923204535Mon, 20 May 2013 14:53:24 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8igpyprLl1qzib5qo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50923044286http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50923044286Mon, 20 May 2013 14:50:59 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b0dc0a33a4e7f1be73fdba9003a834f2/tumblr_mjftgqWjPe1r0wvivo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50923009469http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50923009469Mon, 20 May 2013 14:50:27 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/c1ab4ce7e11ce01e5d065c7c501d3b4b/tumblr_mn2f5p4Hsk1sqmsmzo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://wallflowerr.tumblah.com/post/50889117527/so-go-be-free-but-come-back-home-to-me">irrationally</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>so go be free. but come back home to me. </p> </blockquote>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50922998994http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50922998994Mon, 20 May 2013 14:50:17 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lulmdwjlD81qgg6zbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50922976413http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50922976413Mon, 20 May 2013 14:49:56 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ljn104GFXD1qced30o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50922922712http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50922922712Mon, 20 May 2013 14:49:07 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1127877e24396ea42ddee3258b078bf4/tumblr_mldzmphp631r0qbcjo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50922895049http://riannevent.tumblr.com/post/50922895049Mon, 20 May 2013 14:48:41 -0400